Recently life quite sian..
Burn lots of oil for my exam on 6/06/11 but then my paper was like OMG..
Whole paper is like dont know how to do my mind was like BLANK totally..
His image keep flashing in mind..Hoping that he can fly to my side to comfort me..
But I know that is impossible he can no longer be there for me FOREVER..

After exam my mood was like HELL PLEASE JUST TAKE MY LIFE CAN YOU!!
My world is like missing a part of you..
Without you my life is incomplete totally incomplete..
Hell please stay with me I really need you now..
Dont leave me in the cold and dark places, you know that I my true self is a coward..
I not like what I present my self in front of others a brave and courageous, you know that totally..
Why do you still wanna leave me in cold and dark corner do you ever notice how much I cant do without you..

Even yesterday I went for my piecing my mind keep flashing your face to let me not to be afraid of that pain hoping after that moment you will be in front of me comforting me saying is ok I will be there for you forever..
I really miss your loving nagging please come back..
Wait for you really making me going crazy..
Really miss your voice, your jokes, your smile, your everything that keep me ongoing..
Will be missing you here..