Sunday, June 12, 2011

Recently dont know why keep waking up late is it because he is no longer around. Maybe this is what my life should be, emo-ing.

So what if I really miss you, will you turn your back to look at me once? Will you turn your back and look at me once? So what if I want to see you now, will you fulfill my wish and come and visit me once? What i can say now is none of those above you ever do. Just now looking at your blog what I can see was all your flirting, will you ever grow up and start to treat those girls who are truly love you. How about your recent ex, she was so prefect, she is even more better than me like 100x, she is more gentle, more caring, give you the love is even more than what I can give you.

She is truly a very nice girl all this time seeing her with you, I really happy for you but now seeing your flirting problem reactivated again. When will you stop torturing such a nice girl??

SKIP
As for me I already stop finding for the right one actually I should say I give up. I give up to find, give up the rights to fall in love, I totally give up this life of mine now Im just dragging my feet to live, live for the sake of living cause to me honestly there isnt any meaning to continue to live on. Now for exact is actually even if I want to die those people who still care for me wont let me. Actually do think that if one day I died will anyone  remember me, I think they will remember but as the time goes by I doubt anyone will remember me. They will continue to live their life like there isnt a person call Joey (that is me, my name).

[~Will you people still will remember me even if I had die, I doubt no right. Nobody will.~]

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Recently life quite sian..
Burn lots of oil for my exam on 6/06/11 but then my paper was like OMG..
Whole paper is like dont know how to do my mind was like BLANK totally..
His image keep flashing in mind..Hoping that he can fly to my side to comfort me..
But I know that is impossible he can no longer be there for me FOREVER..

After exam my mood was like HELL PLEASE JUST TAKE MY LIFE CAN YOU!!
My world is like missing a part of you..
Without you my life is incomplete totally incomplete..
Hell please stay with me I really need you now..
Dont leave me in the cold and dark places, you know that I my true self is a coward..
I not like what I present my self in front of others a brave and courageous, you know that totally..
Why do you still wanna leave me in cold and dark corner do you ever notice how much I cant do without you..

Even yesterday I went for my piecing my mind keep flashing your face to let me not to be afraid of that pain hoping after that moment you will be in front of me comforting me saying is ok I will be there for you forever..
I really miss your loving nagging please come back..
Wait for you really making me going crazy..
Really miss your voice, your jokes, your smile, your everything that keep me ongoing..
Will be missing you here..