Haa..finish changing blogskins..I next time wont play with the codes le..So ma fan..

Haaaa..I kept playing with my blogskin till now it looks like shits..now gotta change a new ones..

Bleahs..waa I so long never update blog le..OK HERE I GO..

This fews days had been going to my uncle's workplace to work but then is doing all those admin stuff so there isnt nothing much to do in there just sitting in there letting the air-con to calm my self down maybe thinking of reading some books to kill time as my working hours is till 6 plus.

22/06/10

Then today went to bishan to wait for my uncle to fetch me to the workplace as yestreday was my father's friend fetch me there. While waiting for my uncle my cousin morning call me to chat then we were chatting like siao keep lixiao one another like nobody bussiness keep say ing fcking here fcking there..haaa.

Then what happen after that I wont say much, when I reached the workplace I went to the 5th floor to open the door as I has the key(spare keys haa). I got in there I started to do my stuff from washing the cups that yesterday my uncle and his clients' drunk de cups..(so ma fan) After that finished off what I stopped yesterday.

After doing everthing I went to fb for awhile then I got hooked up so continue to find jpop stuff haa.JPOP JPOP JPOP JPOP JPOP JPOP JPOP..Ok back to the topic then after jpoping go find some relevant stuff to help my uncle to change his PDF to word doc. After that I help to cut somethings and help to rearrange some stuff..hais I know you all read until sian liao rite I also sian liao, watch shows la, fbing la, blogging la..I really wanna siao liao..Waa must tahan till this fri I think.

21/06/10

Haa..my first day at my uncle workplace working gotta leran alots of stuff..OMG nia head gotta burst to the floor le.Later on went to have my lunch with my uncle, auntie and the admin before she went back to malaysia in the night.After eating, I took my uncle's car back to the workplace.

After that I went to continue my stuff till 6plus, after that I went to my uncle's house to eat dinner not long jiu took his car back home..

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now Im home sweet home as those up there was typed at my uncle's office there..Haa..Now gonna do other things as my uncle asked me to help my father to see his email..Hais gotta do alots of things..How I wanna slow down my pace for now as I think I had been walking for so long and also walked very fast..

Now wanna read some Jpop news before bathing and other do other stuff..Good nites..

PS: Hoping one day I could see White Tiger..Hais so cute of that guy..I know I write like this my sons will confirm want this white tiger to be their father..Hais..

Today woke up early in the morning just to woke my sis up cause she got to go for her religious activities at somewhere in Singapore. So I woke up at 6plus then my sis and I went down to SSP to eat our breakfast.

After eating we walked to the location that they wanted my sis to meet them.On the way there my mum called and said that we are late as my sis got the wrong timing.Lucky, one of the personel-in-charge said that the bus haven come yet.

So we rushed the the location at 7plus then my sis went to find her friends while I sat at a the void deck and I caught someone very familiar.After thinking for while I suddenly remembered, the person was the guy who I last year went out with my sis's religious class as that time I was bored so I agreed that I will be going and that was the time got to know some guys.I still remembered that that time I still call him "White Tiger" as he was quite white and his mouth is so big..Haa..

He was quite nice to me at that time we talked, played together.It was like a couple living in their own world.But that was quite long ago.After sometime my mum came down to find me and we were having mother-and-daughter talk till the bus came.Then later that we walked home together.

At 6plus I went down to that place where I escorted my sis to the bus area to wait for her.Waited and waited till it was already 7plus then the bus came.After that my sis and I went to Mr Bean to buy drinks and ice-cream.That was the time where "white tiger"and his friends came along(but they never wait for us la.), he and his friend went to the Mrt station but I knew that he never went straight to the Mrt cause I remember that he was just behind us so he should be already be in front iof us but he was like after my sis and I bought our things then he then went home..

Haa..I know today I say alots and it is damn long la..Sorry ma..that is my day today..Are you all happy for me..Haa..

Hi..bakbak...I now back to blogging for a while now at home watching jdorema "Fuma No Kojiro"..Have been watching for quite some time..

Actually is a few dayts ago I was like looking for some website for jdorema and then I found this website iidrama.com. It was like is fated that I will find this website..The website is quite interesting, it got alots of shows than mysoju.com. Hais..dont wanna say too much later my show will say BYE BYE..haaa..

ER ZI: Mummy will be back to normal when sch reopen so be patience to see mummy be hyper as before..

PAPA: Nuer will be fine de.Nuer promise you will be happy and hyper.OK..Muacks..

Recently I read a book and I found this phase quite interesting so I translate it into english: "Jealously can make a person get the pleasure of temporary segment, but also make misfortune more fortunate."

After translating it I felt that I the past I dont understand what does it means but now I think I know. It means that a moment of jealously can make a person change alots like he/she lost his/her conscience. And it is just a temporary process and also it will only bring misfortune not good fortunate.

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Missing days with my closet friends and my dearest darlings er zi(s).Missing you all..Mummy really wanna see you all soon.And mummy now waiting for your new PaPa..Hais but then I still cant find him anywhere le..Missing him alots alots.Every single day missing him..I starting to start back to love xiao kong long or maybe all this time I never stop loving him is I just wanna cover up the feeling for him..Now just wanna think about do I really wanna go back with him..

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I really miss you, JR,My dearest Jun Rong(aka Xiao Kong Long).I really regret letting you go.

Haa..Today was such a dull day. Woke up in the morning to watch anime, ate breakfast later on went out to Causeway Point to shop from 12plus to 1plus.After that felt quite hungry so went to find somewhere to eat and end up went to Lot1 to eat my lunch.

After eating went to Comics Connection end up saw one of my Jie at there working.So I talked to her till 4plus.We were like talking about guys, she talked about some guys who once worked with once before.She showed me the photos, those guys looks so cute..(OMG..They looks better than some guys I once stead with.But honestly speaking most of my stead looks more better.Cause of their personalties, going out with some guys the best is to know more about the personalities of a guy.Dont look out for guys who only have the looks but dont have the inner beauty.As for me, I look out for guys with both looks and inner beauty but sometime I just wanna destress so I will any how go out with guys but then I wont give in everything.Unless they manage to open my heart.Haa but then it is quite difficult.)

haa..going to end post le..Xiao Kong Long hope that one day we will meet.

Haa..Today is a BIG DAY for me as today is one of my sec sch, kok hui's birthday. This morning when I wake up, I went to eat my breakfast then went to continue watching shows from where I stopped yesterday. Watched till my mum asked me to accompany her to buy some garments at Lot1.

Went down with her while walking there we talked quite alots but deep down in me I still wondering whether will I meet xiao kong long.But still nope He didnt appear but then days still needs to go on so now the only thing is to be patience.I believe that one day I will see him again. After shopping with my mum at Lot1, we went to eat as it already going to noon.After eating we went home by bus.Reached home(phew..finally.*leg pain*), rested for while then rushed down to meet sam(didi aka part-time bf *laugh..* jk), alicina, kelvin, YJH and liting to go Kok Hui house.

*tick tok* Reached Kok Hui house, we keep making fun of one another, taking photo with on another and all sorts of stuff( I really do love the days we spend today..With one another like we were in the past).After awhile kelvin and the rest went home as they wanna prepared for the k-box later in the evening.Last min, kelvin and didi went to play arcade while waiting for alcina (haa actually is didi wanna meet alcina cause maybe this is what I think maybe is didi miss alcina that why why he say he wanna wait for her. When I see this, my heart just feel a sharp pain but I know this has nothing to do with nico is somehow is about xiao kong long.Maybe too miss him le ba.Haa).

Later awhile Adeline, WanZhen and one of their friend came to Kok Hui house, then I kept shooting Adeline until she cant take it anymore.Haa so fun hope that on my birthday they wont come for a revenge.Haa..Shooting time over, then we were like very sian so we all slack till around 5-6plus then go home but at that time didi already went home to sleep.

Reached home around 6plus, slack until now.Hais maybe this is what life is all about,about smiling, crying, laughing, socializing with friends but no anyone knows that being with friends is still not enough.There still left one more thing and that is a someone who knows who to dote, love and care for you till they die.A someone who knows how to make you laugh like never before, makes you feel a sense of security when you are with him/her.Some people manage to find it but some cant find it no matter how hard they try it still didnt work.That is life.Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow or the day after or in the future.So just live up your life to the fullest..

haa..So late then upadate blog..Sorry, buzy watching shows cause I cant sleep now going to sleep soon..Life had to go on so love had to begone or stay at the place..

Hais..today is just a day of being trapped at home again..Nothing to do so went to watch shows at home..Haa I just dont why when I become single the first person I will think of you, Jun Rong.Even I dont remember your face but I will remember your kindness, love toward me when we will young.You maybe forgot everything about us, your happy days but I wont.You may forgot everything but now what I really want is to see you again just one more time.

I do miss you, Im sorry for that time I being too quiet Im just not like vivian.She is very happy and she could make you laugh also she is good in everything.Im just not maybe this is what makes you left me.At first, Im very angry but now Im not and I will had been reminding myself no matter what or who I go stead with I wont forget you..So here Im waiting to see you again hope you happen to see this blog and will come to find me..

Just remember you are always my xiao kong long.No body can replace you no body not even nico and those people who stead with me before..Also that sch bus de friend you should had already knew who is that rite..

Waiting for you is very tiring de..So dont let me wait too long..Jun rong,my xiao kong long, I had been asking PS to help me to look out for you so I could find you more easily..What I can do is to wait for you..Even when Im dreaming i still dreaming of you, I dream of you cycle me to sch, accompany me to eat, cycle me home from sch, weekend goes out to chat, goes out to play and alots of stuff..I just wanna see you again , recently I already met some of our pri sch friends le.

I really will be waiting for you even I had a stead, I still will be waiting for you..

Sorry that I now then update blog as I this few days kept watching shows..Hais today went to sch for exams from 9.30 to 4plus..Ok I wont talk in details cause I dont really wanna say alots..Wanna continue watch my shows..Actually, when I reached home for awhile my uncle told me(indirectly) that he want me to help him in his work during my holiday..Hais cause one of his worker not feeling well so he need someone to answer phone.I think is some admin stuff ba..

Haaa..going to watch my shows le..Gotta go..bye..