Back again, NOTHING SPECIAL..

SLACKING, PLAY STEPS..Play until dont know today is results day plus I cant even login to the student portal..

Hais dont talk about this kind of sad stuff leh but then still wanna say today or should I say this year I gonna be alone celebrate countdown for new year le.. Really hate it when Im alone for too long..

Am I fated to be alone for my whole ITE life?????? Hope not cause I dont think I can cope the emptiness for that long....

I really wanna cry..cry..cry..cry..I hate that emptiness so much that I wanna kill myself..KILL KILL KILL..

Does LOVE always so empty when there isnt someone to carry that love to you???

Hais any way this year gonna be alone..AGAIN..

Yesterday woke up also do nothing ..Afternoon sian until can not le so went library with my sis..At there find books after awhile I found this book quite nice..Hais another love story again..

Love story always is like "I love You", "You love Me", betrayal and all those stupid stuff..

But the funny things are that I love to read it dont know why just love it maybe is because some times love can give you something that normal family love or friends love cant give you ba..On the other hand also can give lots of sufferings..

Sometimes I do want to find some one to love but finding needs lots of time.Finding love isnt that easy like 123 is so damn difficult like solve a suppppper hard algebra question. So sometimes I rather be alone cause you can say Im sacred to be hurt ba..Haa..MAYBE NOT RIGHT..

Anyway on the way back home we went to CCK wet market de behind de KFC to eat while slacking till 5,6plus then go home..Reached home then zuo bo but end up reading thsat stupid love story till 11plus. After that my mum came home from work then I went to buy supper cause we two haven eat anything yet..On the way to buy supper sms with nico just a random msg cause we two like so long never talk to one another le ba. Chit-chat till 12 plus then I went to watch 包晴天 till 1plus in the morning after that show I went to sleep.. Yaaaaaaaa..NOthingto say abt today cause I think I wont be going out or what...Wanna stay at home to rot..Gotta go to watch show le..Muacks to everyone..Next time you all got outing tell me hor..

在这个世界里，如果没有你，我就不会变成这样了。

我知道我不可以这样想，可是你的存在让我难以忍受。

我不是想说我还对你念念不忘而是有时会想到你的好罢了。

所以你就好好的对待她吧，我呢就好好的读好我的书吧。

如果你在那一天想起我，我就很开心了。

在这个世界里，如够没有你，我的人生就不会因为你而变的很精彩。

我知道现在说什么也没有什么用的，但是我还是要说声对不起，是我辜负了你。

希望她能替我好好的对你好。可是你也要记特我哦。

在这个世界里，如果么有你，我就不会变的那么董事了。

我也知道你曾发过式你不会在看我的部落格的，可是我还是要说。

在你还没认识我地时候，我是一个很会玩弄人的心的可是你的到来令我不能不改变我的个性。

说这么多我是想说声再见了，来世再见吧，这有可能是我最后一次对你说声“我爱你”。

16/12/10

Woke up at 11am plus doing nothing till around 5pm plus to get ready to meet others to buy the BBQ stuff after buying went to liting's house ton till the next day 1.30am then went home to bathe then sleep le..

17/12/10

Woke up at around 11plus then got prepare for later going to buy the seafood at Jurong West Sheng Siong. Waited for Kok Hui and Kelvin to aboard the bus while I was at sunshine the bus stop. At around 2plus they called me said that they were gonna reach sunshine le so after awhile I aboard-ed the bus and I sat beside Kelvin.

We three went quiet after I aboard the bus after awhile I finally reached at Jurong West Sheng Siong. We went in to find the tongs but cant find it at first, thanks to me I went to ask the staff for the tongs. So the tongs found le the next things were the seafood and the sweet potatoes. After buying everything we need-ed, we take bus to liting's house.

On the way to her house kelvin alight one stop before us to go Daniel's house to help-out. Reached liting's house, slack and took photos with her. After awhile sampson also came to help us, we continue slack for awhile then cab down to thee bbq pit. We in the cab keep kajiao kok hui all the way to thee bbq pi venue.

I went to wash the sweet potatoes after washing it went to eat something and drinks, ya cause got talk to my sec teachers. In between all this I got to know about Yeo Jun Hao he quit sch because of his family problems is it true I not sure but we indeed are worry for him.

After talking to teachers I went to the sofa to slack, talk on phone with with chen hao kor and sms with my others kor. In between Tan Jun Hao keep kajiao me but I didnt put it on my heart cause I dont know ermm should I say I can see some people who had change and is change quite alot.

Aiya just wanna say I miss you all alots alots alots..Hope see you all again next year ba..Wishing you all your exam results can score very high ya..

I dont know what to say now..Ermm I think I will just stop here ba..

当一切都成定局是就算想要改变什么也来不及了不是吗？

当你还以为这一切都能想你想像一样的时候，一切的一切将会在那一速间改变的。

当你想通了未必一切的一就会因为你的想同而该变的，这是一个很苯的想方。

我会这样讲不是在针对任何人而是说说我的看方罢了，所以别误会我哦。

Im back! Imma gonna revive my blog..

From since from oct 26 I never update it is because I have lost my feeling to update it.

Because of you I stop updating it w/o you my life have become so dead but at the mean time thanks for leaving me here all alone or should I say ABANDON..

All this time I have been like M.I.A to quit alots of my friends sorry everyone I will try dont to MIA too much let me say this first hor I will try but not confirm will dont hor. All this time I have been slacking, finding jobs till I really give up so this past fews wks or days I think I have been slacking at home.

Ok let me just say the recent ok.. Recently I was so damn bored so I went to call who is free to chat with me. Call and call and call finally got one who was free so we both started to chat like we never see one another for dont know how many years haa.. We started from debating about why Msia guys are so attractive from Spore guys . After debating my that friend said he got some thing to show me so I on my msn, after awhile he send me this document that he copy and paste from a website. It was about a story of this guy acknowledge a girl as his god-daughter after some incident that happen in between them, the god-daughter died because she loved she god-father so much that their relationship had become so twisted and eventually involved alots of people into it. If any of you wants to read feel free to tell me I send it to you..

After I had read it honestly I felt so sour. [人往往就是要等到失去了在会懂得珍惜，为什么要等到失去了才珍惜呢。是因为没察觉到吗还是因为不懂要真样珍惜眼前人呢。] To me I dont wanna think about it now all I want is to be alone, single for now..