28/07/10

Went to sch as normal..Sch sch sch, in class fooling with my classmates like mad woman but is fun being with them as there isnt anything for me to think about. To me life without them is a torture cause without their support there wont be Joey here with you all. So what I wanna say is the Joey in the past had already die so meet the present Joey who is so hyper at time and she can be serious with you ya..

Ya, after that fooling around I went for my other lesson..BLAAAAAAAAAAA..Reach-ed home then went to bathe, study, watch show talk to friends on phone as my bro kept using my com since last month 28. Just then my sis itching hands went to play with my phone's games then my phone spoilt i really dont really know what to do then so went to told my father about this. After lots of "argument" then decided to repair my phone..Then went to sleep..

29/10/10

Went to sch as normal but is without listening to songs which is so weird to me. Reach-ed sch, meet laopo at event plaza eat breakfast with her at 7-11 then went down to shop-n-save to buy water. Then lesson all the way to 10plus(muacks to Mrs Adeline who always let us go early..Muacks to you), went to the Sony Erisson Repair de place then they say need to pay for 70-80bucks for the repair of my phone so I said dont need le. Cause I think is too ex le..As my cousin said he see he can buy me a new phone lor..Haa..Kor I hereby saying thanks to you in advance as you helped me alots..

Today early the morning woke up to went to CCK CC there for CIP..Yesterday my mum and I went to to wet market there to buy herbs, after buying we went home by bus as it is going to rain.Reached home brewed herbs and drunk tit soon after drinking it, I went to rest awhile.

Afternoon woke up to eat lunch then drunk the herbs again then watch some shows then back to sleep again. Till night woke up drink herbs but this time I didnt sleep, I watch the 730pm Channel U de shows till 9plus then brewed another pot of herbs to drink.

10plus my mum came back from work and she told me to brew another pot of another herbs to drink before going to sleep so I brewed and I drunk it.

This morning woke up my throat is getting better so went for the CIP..

Ok..let summaries the CIP Trip..Ok I got 5words to describe: Very Very Very Very Bored..

Now gotta go to look at my herbs..So next time When I got time I promise I will update..

Sorry for not continue updating yesterday cause suddenly fall sick having flu and sore throat(maybe is throat infection). So I yesterday went to rest and today early the morning went to buy strepsils..If after sunday still haven cure Im thinking of going to see a doc..

Ya..for now I will rest as much as possible as tomorrow I going for CIP..Hais hope that tomorrow will get better..

When I got the time to blog I will update de..So pls wait till that time..

Haa.. now rushing cause yesterday never using lappy to fb, find songs and of course blogging..

Yesterday,22/10/93

I went to sch per normal just that it rain and I had to walk.But then halfway to sch I decided to take bus as water keep slipping into my shoes with I 2days ago take it to dry till yesterday morning. So after that I waited for PeiShi at the bus stop but ended up she got down at the bus stop near keat hong lrt which I had to walk to there..

Reached sch, reached class, ENGESS hais some more is practical..OMG..but I using com haa and talked with samson they all so ended up I never really listen or do anything..After lesson helped teacher to rearrange the resistors..Then later on my "family" and I went to e-co to eat our lunch and then decided to catch a movie but ended my PeiShi's mum dont allow. So we decided to send PeiShi to BB mrt then go shop at west mall..

After that send Johnathan home, JiaJun and I went to lot1 to shop..Reached home at 3plus(pm), bath, relaxing myself, sleep at 9plus..

Today,23/07/10

Woke up at 3plus(am), use com as yesterday I never use so use for fb, finding songs for the talk into later in 8plus(am)..Fbing for awhile till weijun started to had a conversation with me so talked from FB to MSN for about 1hours plus..We talked quite alots from "n" to anything..Haa..Going to sleep for a little while as now is 0510 later gonna meet PeiShi at 7plus..Later after sch then continue rite..BB

Hii..Today Imma quite OMG..Today reached sch at around 720am then slack slack slack..till my girlfriend come then we two like mad women laughing like nobody business..

After that we went to class, quite ok cause I ended helping out on teaching those gtoslackamers actually I really dont mind teaching them cause at least they are willing to learn not like some people..

Then it was LifeSkills so boring so girlfriend and I (also of course my other family members and friends) went to BPP to slack..Till 1plus then we train-ed down back to sch for IFIA..Haa ended upI dont need to go as I got a reason..So I bus-ed as it was raining like hell after meeting with my sec teacher, I went to collect my contact lens.

Then met Salehan and his friends at SSP and he invited me to join him at the void deck later. So went home to bathe and then went down to my house void deck to meet Salehan..Haa..We were like one big bunch of crazy bastard and bitches slacking at the void deck..Slacking till 7 plus, "escort-ed" Nadiah to bus stop then I went to home..

The End..Haa..My story for today is so "pretty"..Haa..Laugh ar..Must laugh out loud hor..

Later Imma going to bring my siblings to their religious class..Hais yesterday sms my cousin later come down to lot one to lend me 18bucks but of course ask him to trat me breakfast lor..*shhhh*

I was thinking of waking up early so I could use com and watch shows but when I woke up I saw I saw my twins bro using my com to play games..Argggg..Then gotta wait till 7plus then they willing to it to me..

Life always is not fair

Dont always thinks that life is always

Yes, sometime life is fair at a angle

And sometime is not

So dont always thinks

That things will always come out as what

You have it to be..

I recently just come out that I had become more and more happier. And I now do smile more..Haaa..So do you agree with that sentence..?

Today as usual went to sch reach-ed sch around 7plus..Ate breakfast at 7-11 after that went to class at Blk1 level5 there for care lesson then after awhile jiu went to e-co there to accompany Papa they to eat end up PeiShi and I went to 7-11 there to buy drinks..

After that is IFIA today de lesson was like "OMG shit what I do? Why cant work? O.0 Sorry wrong codes ar..Haa.."*dots* Cant be blame ar cause I was like finding MV and fbing at the same time but at least I know how the codes works like font-family, font-size and all those shit stuff.

11plus my lesson finally end-ed but it was raining like freaking heavy ran to shop-and-save to see got umbrella while runing there I saw one got my pri friend; Roland Tang, he was the one who use to bully me but now everything was like fine talk-ed to him for awhile asking he is in which course and of course ask him where is JR. He said he also dont know where is JR now..Looks like nobody knows where his is whereabouts maybe I should stop looking for him.

How I wish that life isnt like that

When we were very desperate to find something/someone

But end up was nothing

Nothing is there for us to find

No clues

Just an empty space

How I wish that when I wanna find him/it/her

It/him/she is there when I need

It is same as loving someone

When you wanna love that person back

He/she just told you

Imma sorry I dont love you anymore

Then that is it

No more I love you

You love me

It is now you hate me

I hate you

And just keeping walking and

Walking forward..

Today went to sch as normal, reach-ed sch at around 7plus.Walked around while finding PeiShi then after we went to "tour" around the sch while killing time..

Around 8plus we started our lesson and end-ed our lesson around 11plus..(Thanks Mrs Adeline for letting us go so early.) After that we decided to watch Inception at Lot1 so we rush-ed down to watch..

After buying the tickets PeiShi and I went to buy banmian cause we will quite hungry but then we ate untill halfway they then say the show was going to start so end-ed up we rush-ed..After meeting the rest of the gang, went in to find our seats..

The shows is mainly about making dreams out of a dreams it is like many layers of dreams piled up another words is like hypothesizes..

PeiShi and I were in there laughing like nobody business..Keep laughing and moving around our seats..Haa.. We were like making alots of noise..After the show Johnathan and PeiShi went to back to sch for their fencing training, rest of the gang and me went home..

While walking home,I thought quite lots its is not about the shows is about another matter that keeps bugging me and I just cant stop thinking about it..I really hope that it is just my imagination it is not going to happen..

Noo it can not happen or else i really dont know what will happen next..And what tricks to use to make him stop thinking about me stop thinking that it is still hope for me and him..Noo Imma very sorry I really cant go back everything gotta go forward..

Life is like that once there is a mistake that cant be mended

gotta move on and remember not to make the same mistake

anymore..Cause if it happen again they will get hurt again

and the pain the injuries will be double..So just let it go..

Dont look back anymore..

Haa..I think Imma so long never update so here am I updating for a while as later my brother gonna use it for his "gaming"..

Life is like that it can makes you feel that something is missing

It can also make you feel that everything that we used to have

disappear into thin air

But then there always something in return when you lose

something and it will always be something incredible

Like someone who used lose her very beloved one

But in return she got something her never have

And that is the love of her friends

They never leave her alone even when she is going through

the bad times of her beloved had left her

That why people who have such a strong friendship

isnt that easy be pull down

That is what I believe in cause I believe that even there isnt someone who like/love me
I will still be strong and go on with my lives..

Haa..Let me summaries what happen for this week..

My lappy kena spoilt by something that I also dont know at all..But fews days later my bro help me repair by reformat my all com and ended up all my downloaded shows, MV, movies all GONE..

But then if is for the sake of repairing my com that I lose all those stuff I think is worth it cause if not my lappy might be spoilt til now. So gotta be grateful that my lappy is OK..

Recently after my lappy is ok my bro keep on using it for his leisure and as for me i did use it too much so maybe finding some time to find MVs and shows(maybe finding some funny shows).

OK..now I got nothing to summaries le..Now wanna find shows and MV..Bye..And maybe changing my blogskins..cause it looks so unglam..so sorry I gotta change it again..

Hi, Imma back..Lets me talk about my day today..kkk..

Today woke up at 630 then do the daily stuff till 7plus after that went out to eat my breakfast. Lesson starts at 8 so reached sch at around 7plus going 8 and I starting to see all my BPGHS classmate(one-by-one)..1st lesson: ENGESS aka Engineering Essentials (so the OMG) but then the worse was that the life skills teaching all those craps PeiShi and ME were like fooling around for the past 1hour i think..

After that it was our 1hr break so Papa, Jiejie, all my sons and of course me decided to go to 2nd floor food court to eat but end up is FULL so we went to 3rd floor and it was ALSO FULL..At the end we went to 7-11 to have our lunch and we ate quite lots but before that while we were walking to 7-11 I saw "N" and his classmates cum CCA buddies sit-ing there chatting seeing his face was like Err I dont know how to describe that kind of mixed feeling..Damn it making my day worse but then I never forget that there are still friends and gan-family are there for me cheering me up..So SMILE..

After that the 3rd lesson: Again the life skills; 4th lesson and also is the last lesson for the day: IFID(I think that how we say ba..) is about HTML the lesson as what my friend had said for those who do blog will think it is easy..hais bro, must be humble ar.. After that thinking of oing home, myself but that samson la said what he wanna accompany me home die die must accompany home so I anything lor walking at my usual speed..Laaaaaa..

Reached at my house nearby petrol station as samson bike kena tamper by someone while we were in sch studying so we reached there and he went to pump air to his bike..After that he insisted of sending me to my house downstairs..

The End ..

So how is my story today?...Interesting..?

Haa..Now Imma in sch, hais 1st day in sch so tried but then quite good cause start late end also late *dots*...In sch using com till now in the mean time aslo using for my leisure.. Haa..ok..I know very lame and boring rite..

So I just found a song and its lyics is very touching:

Your hair flowing in the wind,

the gentle rays of the sun,

the same scenery of that day,

just without you who smiled and said,

"You control your own destiny."

The great heartache that I will go through,

someday not being able to see the one I love;

and that's life.

Anything satisfying is nowhere to be found within

my memories.

I love you;

I'm in so much pain;

I want to cry all day and night.

Even now, I can't forget you;

you won't disappear from my heart.

My overflowing emotions are being engulfed by the

heavens.

No longer reachable, they are now like wandering rays

of light without a star.

To come to one's senses after a dream has ended,

people move on my forgetting the past.

Alone, I am hoping for a rendezvous that will not accept

this belief.

I'm unable to erase the promises we shared,

old wounds, and recollections of us embracing,

even if my heart isn't ready for pictures from long ago to

lose their luster.

Everybody becomes mature after experiencing pain.If

that time is now,

I will take another step forward and express my feelings.

I will take a look back at my footsteps that have spread

out over the sands of time,

open that door, and say that the moments we spent together

were great until that moment.After losing something that is

really important, people will feel like they can no longer live.

But after all, people can't go on living without that important

thing in their lives.By loving another person we are assuring

ourselves, and the beating of our hearts scream out;

they scream out that we are alive.I loved, I loved,

I loved those times we spent together too much.

The sound that burns my heart,

I have been listening to from within our embrace.

My overflowing emotions are being engulfed by the heavens.

No longer reachable,

they are now like wandering rays of light without a star.

The song is very very touching and hope everything will be the same like before..And cause hope to see all my BPGHS classmates.. Haaa..Hoping tooo...