Wednesday, September 29, 2010

NOTHING TO POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hais, why my life is such a @#$%^..All I wanna is a very comfortable hug from someone..Is it so difficult to let me fulfill it..Why can someone tell me why yesterday i try to die the first person that came into my brain is him..WHY WHY WHY..I already promised someone that I will brainwash everything that happen the past and I will start anew..

Should I really brainwash everything or just brainwash everything but that one dont brainwash it..No i should not be like that need-ed to brainwash everything but the another person I really dont wanna forget he has been in my heart since we were in Pri 5, I really dont to forget him. It will become the pain in my heart..Do I really have to do this, is there any other way but this.?

I just wanna let everyone in this world know about this songs..
Suki De, Suki De, Suki De
This song's name, translate to eng is: I Love You, I Love You, I Love You

Recently this has become my favorite song..Like it..If you know what this song means you will love it even more..



P.s I really do love you please dont forget me..One day we will meet again, my forever 小恐龙. And the one who came into my mind when I was trying to die, dont look back I cant bear to see your face anymore. You always send me home when we were steading, you are always the one seeing my back but now let me the one seeing your back so promise dont look back.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Nothing much to post today..But I just wanna say thanks to Johnathan and Kelvin for yesterday; 25/09/10..Thanks for catching movie with me yesterday I really have lots of fun..Thanks..

Yesterday we were on msn for about 1-2hrs, we were chatting who wanna to catch a movie later on after lots of discussion only Johnathan, Kelvin and I were going to watch movie..We decided to watch The Shock Labyrinth:House of Horrors (3D) it was so awesome..Even though it was so scary but it is worth to watch..

I still remember that during the Kelvin even screamed..Haa..I should had capture that moment..haa..Then after the show we went to slack at the the nearest carpark to play True or Dare, yes, Haa.. Jonhathan even shout "I love you, Karen" when he choose the Dare..

Actually that day I was so bottled up about some things but after going out with them I feel better le..How I wish that we can go out like that again..

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Hi readers, Imma back on blogging le, maybe is life in this class Imma in is getting more and more fun or should I say imma use to this kind of life.Being so emo at things easily maybe imma good in emo blog style ba..Just cant stop typing in such a emo style..

This fews weeks without any updating i actually had been thinking that how am I going to face this kinda world, life. I just dont used to the life without a friend who can really smile, know me so well that I dont need even say what Imma thinking at..How can anyone tell me how am I going to get rid this kinda pain in my heart..Talking to alots of friend which not much people really notice their presence in this world..

All they can really say is to follow my heart but if I listen to it I know it wont solve anything all I wanna is to cry out so loud that no one can hear..And recently I just got to close with Poh Seng, the feeling with him was so wonderful but I know now right now he is not the one. Cause the feeling wasnt the right one..

Finding lots of MV(mostly is sad,emo ones) but none seems the right one until recently I found this fews MV but I just wanna just let you hear this song hope you ally will love it:

this MV above some of you will feel that this melody is very familiar right, I do too but I dont know is which one..