~Nothing Special~

一个人是寂寞，两个人是快乐

如果我的爱，让你有了难过

如果可以, 那么请将我忘记

爱, 诺不是太爱, 怎么如此奋不顾身

Eng Translation

A person is lonely, two people are happy

If the love I give you, make you sad

If you can, then please forget me

Love, the promise is not too much love, how such a selfless love you have

P.s I will ずっとう miss you to the end of the world..

Just wanna update this fews days what had happen within this fews days. Let me summaries it for you all, there is nothing much to say just a normal ITE life. A ITE life that I personally hate why you may ask, is because of the pain I had to bear the wrongs that I had done the pain that I had inflicted to a person. Im REALLY ほんとう ごめんね.

I like this song recently I was in a very bad mood that it happen that someone update this song on to Jpopasia.com maybe is fated that I would listen to this songs. And why I must have this kinda face why. I really dont like to have lots of guys surround me I just need someone friends who doesnt because of my face, or my cheerfulness then become my close friend and hoping to have me to stead with them. What I really need is a friend who doesnt mind every aspect of the personalties and willing being my friend who can share my pain.

I really miss the old times when people always bully me and not now one by one confessing their love. They are so simple-minded I not the girl they can mess with I can either bring them suffering, pain or I can bring them happiness, smile but if they want the happiness that I give they must pay a high price for it not everyone can bear it. NOT even one so I rather they dont fall me or else they will go crazy.

P.S. Missing you here..The ONLY ONE who succeed on paying the high price and also the only one who abandon me there at that critical time. Sorry for not being up to your standard. Sorry hope to see again maybe in poly ba..Will you wait for me..?

Just came back from ECP, feeling of updating this quite dead blog. Ha, you all must be wondering why I so late then came home ba..Everything started at yesterday in sch I was watching this manga then I got this sudden urge of crying. Cause reminds me about the past which I thought I had forgotten but just when I was reading halfway I suddenly cried furiously that was when I know that I just couldnt let it go so freely.

After sch, I sms Kel kor to talk after while he called and we talked from my sch till my house there. On the way I cried again, saying out all the true words from my bottom of heart to him and he comforted me by words of support. Reached home, bathe, ate my lunch and that was the time where I checked my phone. I saw this sms by Kel kor, he said his class BBQ at ECP and he also invited WeiXiong to skate at ECP so he asked me out.

Couple of hours later I went to prepare the things to ECP, bus-ed down to ECP in between I went lost in Singapore cause I either overslept in the bus or read book read till forgot to get down the bus but in the end I still managed to reach the meeting place. After meeting Kel kor at the bus stop at blk 72 we went down with some of his friends to ECP.

After reaching the BBQ pit, Kel kor and I went to Mac to find WeiXiong, after reaching Mac we went to skate. It was my first time learn to skate so I kept falling down actually while skating I suddenly understand while Kel kor wanna ask me to go ECP to skate with them it was because I was feeling very down so Kel kor and WeiXiong accompany me from 6++ to 10+.

Through this event WeiXiong and I became more closer to one another so should I say thanks to Kel kor that he brought WeiXiong down. Do you know I found my the another half-laogong.?When I was going to prepare to go home at 10, Kel kor and WeiXiong both volunteer to escort me to the bus stop to take bus home and that was the time where WeiXiong put his hand over my shoulder. When he heard that I cried in the afternoon he make adjustment some how it feels like he is caring me in a different way..

After that when we reached the bus stop honestly I was really cant bear to leave WeiXiong. Haa, just kidding I just cant bear Kel kor and WeiXiong..Haa..