Now in sch, blogging..Heee..Teacher teaching was like bullshit lor..But then maybe is because I dont wanna listen ba.

Listening to songs now.I still love listen to sad love story songs lol.Maybe is because sad songs are the only thing that wont change for me. Like I said sad songs is the only thing that wont change for me, things like love no love is not a thing is a feeling that I shouldnt trust in it again or should I say I shouldnt touch it again. Blame my hands, my stupid heart why should I believe it again.

How much love pain should I endure till I find it. Imma so fed up of waiting no I should say Imma so fed up of finding the RIGHT ONE.

Loving you doesnt mean that you have the priveledge to hurt my heart that is recovering. When my heart finally recovered I wanna accept you but when I haven even say a thing, you throw/abandon me. What does this mean???

M I so worthless to you, doI look so not deserve your love. Cant you wait!!! For me!!! Do you know is so painful in me that you left my side you are the another him just like him. Left me alone to suffer the pain of losing of you.

Is the same pain that he infilcted the pain on me 6yrs ago. I really cried out your name in my blog but I know that you wont wanna see me or my blog ever again. But do you ever occur to you that I maybe at somewhere looking at you or your blog.>o<

But then sometimes going back to see your blog also no use cause you will never update.

[~Missing you somewhere in this world, wishing you that you can look at me once eye to eye~]