Some people just dont understand me well enough, thinking that they know everything but in fact they dont know anything at all..Do you really understand my inner world, no, You dont know anything, I had changed since I left you all that time, I changed to be waring of people around me.They will harm me some time later, in the future.See take nico this case for example I long ago had been waring of him by timer me.But what he did was when I was already stopped waring about him starting to trust him, things went unexpectedly.

Being with Marcus they all is just wanna make nico angry and also see what will be reaction be, marcus they all knew it all along.They just dont wanna to say out clearly..See did you thought of that, NO rite.So just stop blaming me for everything le..I just dont to say things too clear.What I can say to you or you all,I had changed to a person who is waring about everyone untill when I think I can trust that person fully.Haha in this world my pri sch that good friend will always be that one who know my inner world even w/o I saying anything.She once said A friend should understand everything and shouldnt be easily angry w/ you.

No matter if you did see or not that it, I will solder alone.You wanna find me back it wont be easy le.Cause this I once said to "N" and that why he change.