Ping Ping..Today went to sch by myself, back to square one, to being all alone.It is so funny trying to make friends so I wont be so sad,emo.See, what I had done, all I good i is get into trouble and also need someone to help me to get away smoothly.See now nobody wanna stand at my side unconditional.NOBODY DO YOU UNDERSTAND IS NOBODY..What for start a r/s when I only barely knew this guy..Why am I like that why cant anybody like who I am and not who I should be to suit your requirement.

Back to it,reach BK then walk to sch with RS, reach sch le then we saw Zhi da eating alone.We went forward and sat at his table to eat our breakfast then later saw "N" walking around at canteen..Do you know, your presence kept making me cant forget you, your touch, your kiss, your everything..Cant you just be off to somewhere that I cant see you..Do you know when I saw you at the corridor with your class, at that moment I was going to the ladies but when I see you I just control myself that to look at you.Just walk past you to the other ladies in the second floor..Did you know the pain of seeing and acting that I dont know you,acting that there isnt any r/s between us,do you know that when I know I just cant put down..

Back to it AGAIN, after school went to coop to meet vivian they all,later around 5plus we went home then I accompany vivian to buy watch.Buy watch le we walk walk awhile jiu go home..Do you know when I was in the train I just cant stop think the way I treated you, I wanna said "Sorry I didnt mean it" but then I remember there isnt any thing between us..NOTHING HAHA NOTHING YA THATS RITE NOTHING BUT WHY MY FUCKING HEART STILL PAIN..MAYBE HUIHUI SAID IS RITE I TOO SILLY TO TRUST YOU TOO MUCH..HOPE OYU STILL REMEMBER THAT PROMISE YOU PROMISE ME..A HUMAN SIZE PIGLET..DO YOU STILL REMEMBER.THE PROMISE..NO MATTER I WILL BE WAITING FOR THE PRESENT..TILL I DIE I WILL STILL REMEMBER.